Category: Diary Entries

More Plants Please

I’m gradually transitioning to a more plant focused version of the Paleo diet, or perhaps it’s just easier to think of it as a wholefood diet.  My evening meal is already heavily focused on green leafy vegetables, my lunch is nut’s seeds and toasted oats, my breakfast tends to be...

The iPhone Cometh … Eventually

I’ve been patient, steadfastly waiting for an iPhone that felt like a real upgrade to my trusty 4S and the 6S finally convinced me.  It’s a phone that has the power, RAM (2GB) and storage (128GB) to be a real travelling companion and boy is it fast.  This year I...

I Breathe A Sigh Of Relief

Every 8 months I go to the dentist and hold my breath, I worry that I’m going to loose another tooth or that I’ve got some other serious problem.  The last time I visited he told me my gums were receding and that I might need some kind of coating...

Watching Sam Harris

Mum went home today after another morning full of activity.  We swam, relaxed, cycled, fuelled up at Lytham kitchen, walked around Park For You and along green drive and then back along the millionaires prom the green, before cycling home.  My version of a triathlon, and I need a rest...

Cycling With Mum

I am feeling so much better, it’s almost difficult to imagine how bad I was only a few days ago, but that’s obviously the difference that being on a low stable dose of meds does to my brain rather than a declining one!  Mum is over for two days and...

29th Anniversary

I’ve been feeling a little better today, I’m going to stabilise on this dose of meds for a couple of weeks before I start reducing again, that way I get my holiday in Amsterdam in a stable state.  It’s been nice to get back into my normal routine: swimming, reading...

Back Home

I’m very relieved to be back home, it’s been a tough week, being in a place that I normally love but feeling a sense of deep despair and depression isn’t easy.  especially difficult is the disconnect between how I’m feeling and how I should be feeling and that disconnect continued...

Last Night In Filey

Well today is my last full day in Filey and the weather has been fantastic, but I’m still suffering a bit and I’ve decided not to push myself and stay for two nights.  I’ve been relying on exercise to manage my mood and I’ve rubbed a blister on my little...

The Wild Cliffs

Yesterdays emotional turmoil was a little better today, each time I step down the meds I have a bad couple of days and then I stabilise again as I get used to the lower dosage.  I’m currently opening the capsules and tapping out some of the power so that I’m...

Learning To Think

Although I’m sleeping fairly well I’m exhausted and my brain is a little soggy and depressed as a result of the lowering dose of my meds and the resulting withdrawal symptoms.  I’ve written a short blog post about this today, but suffice it to say it’s a bit of a...